“Quotes Kept Close”

Digging through a pile of old stuff the other day and I came across a notebook that I titled, “Quotes Kept Close” and instantly starting browsing through the pages. I wrote down quotes from movies, books, friends, love interests, lovies and so on. Here are some of my favorite: 

“Love should be given freely” – Desmond Tutu

“How weightless words are when nothing will do” Philip Levine 

“But he reached for her hand and she reached for his hand and they leaped out the window, holding hands” – Brian Doyle (9/11)

“Me – what do you want to do tonight? Alex – have so much fun!” hehe

“Style alone constitutes a writers biography” – Gail Sher

“Sometimes I like to just sit by myself and think” – Friend, Abby Reid 🙂 

“Once all of your tears dry, let your troubles roll by” – Carbon Leaf song

“City life: millions of people being lonely together” – Thoreau

“When I’m with you the world feels bigger and better” – Mike (bf) I love that my 20 yr old heart wanted to keep this quote close.. 🙂

“Pretty girls shouldn’t have to open doors” – Dave (boy) I’m sure this made my heart swell!

“Should I have slept with him” – L (friend) LOVE this because who else should you have to ask that question to besides yourself!? haha College years, gotta love them.

“Every phase in life is enjoyable because you’re in it” – My Mom! 🙂

“I’ll walk away with you, we can hold hands” – Me to L. Friendship matters when love is failing.

“No matter where the mind goes, the heart always remembers” – Me to myself. Da and Alzheimers.

“I”m grumpy. My computer isn’t working and I’ve got the hiccups.” – Jackie

“I spoke Hebrew to them and they got boners” – Stacy – no idea what this is from but I laughhh. haha

“The sky is the hemline to heaven” – From the novel, “Loving Frank”.

“What Lyndsey was trying to say to me before, while she was trying to flatter me. Well, I could say the same about you, you don’t realize how great you are.” – Michael T. Such a sweet and clear memory for me.

“If you worry about all the what-if’s, you’ll miss all the could-be’s.” – Andy (bf) I forced/pressured this relationship and although it was disastrous, I learned so much from it and from him.

“The most important decision a person will ever make is choosing the right person to spend the rest of their life with.” – Mom

“Wow, look at the waterfalls (on the side of the highway), it’s like we’re in the rain forest!” – Mattie

“To have faith is to believe unconditionally” – The Four Agreements (novel) 

This post has reignited my interest is quote keeping. I think I’ll pull out this little notebook for good.

Happy Saturday!

Things I know :

1. Modern Family is on tonight and from 9 to 9:30 I will be laughing my tush off! 2. My closet is always going to seem bare on days that I’m indecisive and/or grumpy. Most mornings start off with me carefully shifting around pieces of clothing in my closet (as if the assortment changes on a daily basis), whispering to myself, “hmm what am I going to wear”… it’s to the point where George now mocks me for it. On grumpier days its, “ughh, I have NOTHING to wear!”. Working on the whole tantrum thing :/

3. There was a point at dinner last night where George grabbed my hand and we were both thinking about how much we mean to one another.
4. I over-think everything and under value myself. I struggle with allowing myself to believe I’m worth a decent salary or that my thoughts are as great/important as my coworkers. Too often do I question myself and it REALLY has to stop. Like right now. 🙂
5. Lastly, George is running late and I’m sitting on our steps (locked out of apartment) with a box of Oreos, this, my friends is bad news! “I know” they will be thoroughly enjoyed!!

To Grandmothers House We Go!

Last weekend was spent in a car, with my parents and my 5 year old sister – I loved it 🙂

I mean, sure there were a few moments of despair, frustration, whiplash and tension but besides all that it really was so much fun! haha The trip was long overdue.

It is truly unbelievable how strong and, as my mom put it, “resilient” my Grandmother is. She thanks God for her good fortunes and feels so “blessed”, and although it warms all our hearts to hear this, we also are astounded by these words. This is a woman who has lost so much in her life, has felt so much pain and sorrow; there are not many people I know that would feel this way after losing a child to drowning or another to a life of mishap and drugs. Then there is Grandmas daughter, Kelly, who has a daughter with severe autism (Grandma is actually a “step-grandmother” and we don’t see her family all that often), and it was truly eyeopening to watch this family not only function but actually thrive to an extent that I cannot imagine being able to do. As I watched Kelly’s husband carry his 9 year old daughter up to bed I was literally dumbfounded by the pettiness of some of the things I became upset with earlier that week. Life has such a way of putting things into perspective when you need it to.

The trip was so good for my parents and I – WE are the ones who are “blessed”. So blessed to have Grandma Anne in our lives.

In other news, George and I have seriously started to look into apartment have are having some great luck so far! Exciting and “blessed” times 🙂

Moley, Moley, Mole!

There’s nothing like getting off the phone with a friend and thinking, “I’m so happy she’s still in my life”, which is exactly how I felt today. 

This is a friend who’s in my life via “texting” most weeks and then maybe we’ll get a good phone convo in twice a month? So no, we aren’t attached at the hip but when we do get a chance to sit down and catch up it is just perfect. We understand each others priorities in life and encourage one another to challenge ourselves as daughters, sisters, friends, girlfriends and most of all, women. We are on our way to having it all and it’s so nice to know she is rooting for me, just as I am rooting for her.
This friend of mine is getting married this Fall and I could not be more thrilled for her. My hope for her is that she is able to look past all the tiny details and focus on this amazing time in her life. It’s a time where you are vowing to be a better person that you already are, a more selfless, committed and compassionate person – when I put it that way it sounds scary as shit!! 🙂 But if anyone can do it she can and I couldn’t be more happy for her. 
Now excuse me, I really need to go bufanna… 
Classy Times:
– wine out of a water bottle
– re-watching the housewives, immediately after the first airing
– you puke in the toilet, I’ve got the sink
– lets chop up some raw onions and throw them in the boiling water – yum.
– bra-less hug!
– “you’re a racist!” hehe
– “happpppy birthdayyyy mr. president…” poor Frank
– cuddling for body warmth in our freezing apartment
– underwear down the toilet – I know you did it!
– double orange creamsicle shots please (got our country on!)
– too many bad cab experiences to count, all of them going badly because of me…
Lots of fun! 🙂

The Big V

Today is Valentine’s Day and besides the incessant amount of flowers I’ve noticed everywhere, it doesn’t really feel like it. Perhaps it has something to do with telling my boyfriend not to do anything special, “save your money”, or perhaps it has to do with my boyfriend being horribly sick yesterday, or perhaps it has something to do with us being in different states today or lastly, perhaps it has something to do with the awful fight we got into over the weekend and the inability to see beyond those moments of anger and onto the day of love that was just ahead of us… 
Or maybe, it just doesn’t feel like Valentine’s Day because to me, it’s not a big deal and never really has been? 
It could be a combination of all these things but I do know one thing for certain, from here on out I will not be telling my boyfriend, “don’t worry hon, let’s not celebrate” because my goodness, saying no to your boyfriend when he’s offering to do something nice… well, that’s just stupid. 
Babe, here we are TWO years and 1 day later and we are still kickin’ it 🙂 Every awful fight (including this past one), every silly moment, every decision we make together, every shared experience, every conversation and every kiss, brings us one step closer to the strongest most united relationship I’ve ever been in. Something tells me we’re going places…perhaps all the way to the moon and back 😉

Go, Aubrey Go!

This is the mantra I hear during my runs. Although I’m a big fan of self motivation and enthusiasm, most the times I’m thinking to myself, “would ya shut up”. It would be nice if I could go for a run without actually thinking about the fact that I’m running…it would surely be nice. Anyways, I actually really did have a good run today. It was beautiful out, I was going at a good clip (thanks to my sweet mantra) and it just felt nice.

In other news, Social Media Marketing is my career of choice. Found something that I love to do and it feels GREAT. It also feels GREAT to have the support of my friends and family. It also feel GREAT to be working on a project with my brothers awesome girlfriend! I’m so over the moon with it all, it feels like I’ve found my niche and its GREAT! =)

Before I start to really bore anyone reading this I suppose I should wrap this up.

One more thing.

Maybe not EVERY day but I find at least once a week is a great way to keep things steady…

Happiness

Happiness comes when you are at peace with all aspects of your life.

(At least thats what I believe happiness is).

And I am.

(Right now, anyways).

SO I thought it was time to say Hello and work at making this stick. “This” as in, this blog.

The thing is, I love blogging and when I don’t blog, I feel guilty. Yes, I literally feel guilty about not keeping this blog alive. I’m not doing it for anyone but myself but I still feel guilty – crazy!

So I’m back because life is good and I want to remember all the good times (and even the not so good times).

‘Til tomorrow….

GO PATS!

That enthusiastic cheer is for my boyfriend 😉

New toy!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In love!
Now I just need to think of the perfect name…suggestions please! 🙂

In other news, it’s been a crazy week so far but a very fun and eventful one. Life is good.

I’M BACK!

Wow, it has certainly been a while huh?! 

Thing’s I have learned this past year: 
1. I don’t like working from home. It sounds great at first; stroll out of bed when you want, set your own hours, don’t have to deal with pesky co-workers and when you need a break, well flip on bravo and they always have housewives re-runs. However, it also means you are left alone with your own thoughts for hours upon hours – torture! Being the oldest of 5, enjoying commotion and not having a car to get around in, I really don’t know why I thought it was going to be such a great idea to work remotely. Don’t get me wrong, I really enjoy the work I’ve been dong (social media marketing) but at the end of the day, I enjoy my sanity even more. So TOMORROW I start a new job – in an office – and I couldn’t be happier about it 🙂
2. Relying on other people and a unreliable public transit system for transportation is not fun. For a long time I have considered having my own car to be a unnecessary expense. Well, I recently realized that in order for everything else around me to work, my happiness needs to come first and having the freedom to hop in a car and just gooooo, makes me happy. So tomorrow night I go to pick up the cutest little pixie of a car! Pics to come!!
3. I love my Mom, and want to continue working on our blog together but I also really like having this blog. I was sitting in a starbucks last week, sipping on a latte, in the corner and watching everything going on around me. That’s when I realized that I like this blog and am not ready to abandon ship! 
4. Relationships are hard but the deeper I get into this one, the more and more I love him. 
5. These bullets are getting shorter and shorter, bedtime is very near…
Well, I know I’ve lost some followers but I’m looking forward to getting back into the swing of things and I hope you visit this silly little blog once and awhile! :0)
P.S. Things I saw on the internet today and liked…
YUM. 
“I have only done this once before”… what the hell?